done with fall semester. Best in this semester is seeing what Elements have revolved to become. I'm satisfy with all the work I've done and all the hours I've studied for. Everything have paid off. The departure of some important figure in Calvary church reminds me of what this college experience must come down to, farewell. In a way I come to learn it is the best to embrace this yet-to-come sadness, as thou it is sad, it is a prove that you have cared for it a great deal. The happier now, the sadder will it be, however that is fine for me. Often time I am afraid of hurt, but forget everything is a balance of bright and sadness. hopeless is counter side of hope, sadness is of happiness. When the two extremes meet together, it is what I called "joy". Joy is the ability to find relief of the heaviness of life yet still be involve. I have lots of Joy from this semester. Though its been a rough time for center county, I believe we have collectively learn to look deeper, and be more compassionate, and aware of the horror in this world. We used to be self absorb, thinking we are a free town, free to do anything for fun, now we know that was a bubble world and we should not live in there any more. May we be blessed so we can bless more people.