Boy, have I gotten myself one insane schedule. It's wonderful to be activity in every area I wish and need to be at, but too much work drags my attention away from the most important purpose in life. I'm depress about how limited is my brain capacity.... it gets tired easily and can't fully comprehend everything my professors are throwing at me. It's gotten to some expanse that my brain was a puddle of pudding. I tried to balance out the puddingness with dance, and sometimes it works, my choreograph for a dance performance piece is finished! Happy about that, and it sure is satisfying, and full of hoping they can continue to dance well until the day they perform in front of the audience.
But above all, these are all superficial needs compare to my soul's need. What it really whats is rest, and some quality time alone, with God.
