Reminder for living life wholly and holy

Upset is not just sad, it is anger for lack of moral and justice

When the truth is not told to the world and everyone are victims of liars. I'm not just talking about lies you tell yourself, or your friends, but lies by big media. The birth of media was to spread news faster so people may benefit from the knowledge. When has it became a tool to hurt people with lies? Where is the moral of our media today?

oh thanksgiving....

so relaxing, its like spending a week in procrastination land. Caught up with sleep. Watched good eats and rewatched some Doctor Who. Weee. And we went to peek at the Macy's Parade. yah, Peek, because there were so many people that if you let go a handful of sand it won't find it's way to the ground. aka. its crowded.

As I said I slept alot this break. Something I never understand. The older people always advice us to take care of our young body and sleep enough, don't over work. But then we got school work to do, and activities. so on average college kids get 6-8 hours, if lucky. Mis-communication between generation. Any how, I'm talking about sleep because I made 2 weird dreams this week. I can kind of sum up the dreams with this song.

As for the details, well since dreams never make sense when you wake up, I must reconstruct the plot before releasing. maybe you can wait for a short novel and a short film that I will write one day, or else it's confidential to public for now. more like another a long while.

If not, happy post-post-thanksgiving. Be thankful as always.

JoePa lost all his recognition for his 61 years of achievements.

So we are shaken up and needed to change. Either we want it or not. It's sad, its not agreeing with our hearts. The question is being ask: why do we have to change?

"Every blessing comes with a set of curses" - Vice Verse by Switchfoot

It hurts to change, and does change brings good? We all hope it will, but we all make mistakes.

Does this event going to be mark as a good thing to penn state when we look back 10 years later? I pray that it will, that from here on we remember abuse exist thought its not said out loud, and that we as Penn Staters will choose to act upon the injustice toward the victims. I pray that it will do even more than that too. Maybe we can go back to the old virtue or Old Main celebrated when the school was found, and the revival like one of the the 70's.

friends, I love my penn state, and in time like this, what we need to do is rise above the emotions and focus on the victims.

Seriously, this is a shame to see on ALL of our nationwide newspaper front page. This sandusky case is about Sandusky sex abuse over 9 then children. I don't even understand how Joepa got into this, Spanier is not directly in it (but both sure to be guilty of not taking it far enough back then). To end their career in Penn State like this, is not right. I know I'm not going to like the paper tomorrow. Bed time. Test tmr.

Who to blame? or should we say, Who to forgive?

"The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and... bad things. The good things don't always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things or make them unimportant. " - 11th Doctor, Vincent and the Doctor

Nuttiness in "Happy" Valley. Use our noodles and critical minds to identify who is the true victims here #Sandusky case.

The kids are, not JoePa.

What about Sandusky and Gary Schultz, and Gram Spanier? We need justice, but not hatred. We need to address the crime first, but we have not done that in public for the last couple days.

It is shocking to hear about all the news, and improper rally about the wrong subject.

And more shocking to me is that how one act of evil is going to bring down your reputation of good-doers forever, just as what happen to Michael Jackson. I know its hard to not hate the evil doers, but I know if my core believes in Jesus, I will forgive what Sandusky and Schultz have done, and move on to help the victims, those 8 children, because they deserved to be help.

The gospel, is centered around Jesus and his forgiving heart, not work or orthodox. I know we are upset and we need to find hope, so please look at the true face of hope, the one that can let go of hatred and pain, not the hope that centers on punishment.

"Words, the most powerful weapon in the universe." -- Tenth Doctor, Silence of the Library

when there is so many hurtings around you and your lungs feel sick from this air, God is still in control. He will heal and mend all hearts.

dance meet grace

have you ever feel so satisfy about your wholesome and healthy body after a workout? This is what a dancer feel after every practice. But dancing is more, it is an express outlet, it is singing with body language. It can become a passion for life, and I'm speaking for myself, and many who dance technically. (technical dance includes all styles of dance, from hip hop to ballet, ballroom to belly-dance. My definition for it is any style of dance requires one to learn steps and learn it well)

This passion is not something easy to give up, it is a love for dance and it will linger on you, effect every area of your life. I found myself day dreaming about dance combination in class/sermons many times (more than I should.... ). You see? Dancing is an expression of movement something more than just physical action. It gives you something to think of, dream of, even hope of. Hope to be better at turning leaps, or become the next star on stage. Putting your hope in dance, is basically risking your life because there is never a prediction when you will get injured, or worse, aging day by day till you can no longer have the strength for big complicated steps. I know this may seems like the best thing you have now, because dance is the happiest thing in life, and nothing else compares with this hope. But this hope will dies and pop your hope balloon, when you get an injuries, or aging bones forbid you to do a decent penchée or head spins. Your ego and life goes away with it. Now what's next?

You can hold on to the past joyful dances you've done, or choose to forget it. Even better, make dance a hobby, just like many other hobbies you have. But really, have we ever let our passion down? Either way your past will come back to remind you that it was better, happier. Balancing between less (dance) and more (of other stuff); compromise with the future plan while lingering in the past, feeling like uncommitted. Two weeks ago I went to a dance show where in it a piece is called "Uncommitted", choreographed by the modern dance giant Paul Taylor. Through dance movement, he shows us that uncommitted relationship brings loneliness, warfare, unsatisfactory productivity, restlessness and more on both sides. Not only a powerful piece, but also a powerful reminder that we must live each day fully committed. Don't you see? lingering in between is not a solution in life, it is only the step before the wake up call.

What should this wake up call be? something that tears your dream down again? or what if it is forgiveness? Truly letting go of the past because of a love that loves you in your weakest position anyway.

Forgiveness, none like other action/concepts on this earth, it is a joy from being release and found freedom. Especially the forgiving grace from Jesus, it is always there when you need it. Actually he is where this selfish act came from. No one ever wanted to sacrifice themselves for what they did, they used animals! But Jesus came and died for us so we can be forgiven. You are truly and forever forgiving and loved. Now you dance again, as a hobby, only this time you know it is not the happiest thing you have. Your happiest thing, is to found freedom above injuries and aging bones in Christ, your true home.

Let everyone knows the happiest thing ever is when Christ brings you freedom, brings you home.