Christmas is gone for this year, only a week left to 2010, and I know to the bottom of my heart, this has been a beautiful and long year.
There is a group of adjectives I can use to describe my year of 2010 (granted that facebook did not do a good job for my status of the year), and it would be the following:
Lost, confused, waited, and waited, dark, darker, fall, fail, redeem, slowly, return, hope, happy, busy, tired, joy, warm, love, stories, dream, and amazing.
The story of my life, I was lost but now I am saved.
What can I say more? My friends you all knew where I came from last year, from a small campus called New Kensington, PA, waiting for God to do something, waiting to be over with roommates trouble. Then you knew that I was no longer waiting when I transfered to another campus, because that was what He promised and He made it happen, just like magic. We all know, though, it is more than magic.
The waiting and the horrible times of living with mean girls in spring was just plain awful, I think any time in my life that was as dark as this spring was the depression period I had in childhood. And I thought there was no lift from some where like that. Well I was not at all correct.
Its not a BLINK, then God found me and I love Him again. More like God BLINK and made His promise come true, but I didn't BLINK and "Oh Hey There You Are!!! Found You Again, Oh You Are Awesome, Love Ya and Awesomeness (insert fist pumb and awkard turtle hand shake here)". If I did I would think I am a well manufactored robot. Na.
And maybe if spring didn't happen life would be great. It did happen, so there isn't much I can do, but learn to live this life and learn from it.
Well, as soon as the summer ticked away, school began once more, in a different place thou. Everything is new again, and friends have to be made again. My perspective for everything is not the same any more, for better or Worse. God is like another person to me this time. The way I look at things and Him was like before. I made new friends, still cool wonderful people but I think my friends in New Ken are cooler and more wonderful. really. Go and talk to Jesus, yet He is not like the Jesus I knew before, more like some one I just met and getting to know. He has been cool about teaching me who he is. New classes, crazier professors, and they are so unpredictable, just like my grades. Sometimes for a second I'd love to be back to New Ken again to see my cooler and more wonderful friends. I tried to go back and it didn't work out, so I guess we will meet next year. As a promise this time, to meet some of you again.
So 2010 is about to be over, but God is not done yet (even if you belive the world will be over at Feb, 2012, since next year is 2011 not 2012 =P ), which means story of my life and stories of your lives are to be continue. Wish you all can in one day/way or the other understand what a blessing your life can be to yourself, your friends, family, neighbors, and your God, if you would like to believe that.